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Christopher Creglow's avatar

Sorry for the health stuff you went through!! UTI’s suck!! Glad you’re feeling better!!

Great post. You know me and Jung…love it!!! “Paying coin to culrure”. Yep!! For sure!! Careers, climbing ladders, achievments, status and the almighty $$$$!! I’m over it!! Society got it’s coin from me. I could just sit and gaze at nature ans be 100 times more contented than a ‘promotion’. I still ‘work’ to pay expenses but my consciousness is inside with the Self.

Welcome back friend!!!

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Jenny's avatar

I have a problem with my mother . She is 79 and she never calls and I’m afraid she’s very disappointed with me due to my Substance Use Disorder . I’ve never done anything to outright hurt her but she says I have worried her . But that’s on her , right ? Her worry is not my burden to carry or to feel guilt over . She doesn’t return my texts and keeps telling me it’s too late . I got very sick this past Sunday with the stomach flu and all I could think of was that my mother does not love me , my mother does not love me . It scared me so badly I had to spend the entire day in the hospital waiting to get anxiety meds . I was a mess !!! On top of this , my sister is a shit disturber and sends terrible messages to my mother that only upset her ! This morning my sister sent a message to my mother regarding me in a negative light but instead of sending it to my mother , it came to me . I sent it to my mother and my sister and added my two cents . Then my sister told me to leave my mother ALONE ! When she in fact wrote the terrible message addressed to my mother to begin with!! Any thoughts ? It seems the writing is on the wall . I guess I may need to grieve the loss of my mother starting now . It seems she wants nothing to do with me . My sister thinks she rules the roost . When she is the reason my mother and I are not close in the first place . She is so jealous of me and of our relationship . Should I be ruthless here ? How can I rise above all of this ?

Thank you and so happy to hear you are feeling better ! ❤️❤️❤️

-Jen

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